Different Phases!
I am seeing "the phases of life"!!!
There was a time when I loved to sleep by 9pm and get up by 7am. Eat fully, play crazily, run madly and sleep happily! And no trouble in getting up by 7am in the morning... taking the fresh breath of life every next day with a happy smile!
The time passed....and it came to a point where I slept at 9pm still but got up not up not before 10am. All that I loved then was sleep and eat... nothing else mattered... I did not care wat was going around... I was good as long as I was allowed to get up late....and laze around whole day like the world does and doesn't exist as per my wish!
Nothing stops or waits for you... and hence, came to a point where I slept by 11pm and got up by 9am... this is more or less equal to my Phase 1... just that the time zone moved 2hours ahead and I am still as lazy as I was in Phase 2... But I enjoyed this phase... as laziness was on par with everyone else's... so i had company this time... and I made good friends due to this lagging time factor.... And I surely had good times....
Now is the time when I sleep by 1am and get up by 7am... Am i Lazy? no.... rather I cant afford to be... Am i happy? Who can be...!! Am i healthy? sleeping at 1am in the night can never make you feel "so-called-all-fit".... Am i satisfied? I can't comment on this right away... as its in the discovery stage...
In short, I am at that point of time in life... where I am driven by compulsions... forced on to making compromises... struggling to keep up with the fakeness around... On a whole, I am sure I am not what I am.... It has become a race in which I don't want to take part... but I am in it!!!
There was a time when I loved to sleep by 9pm and get up by 7am. Eat fully, play crazily, run madly and sleep happily! And no trouble in getting up by 7am in the morning... taking the fresh breath of life every next day with a happy smile!
The time passed....and it came to a point where I slept at 9pm still but got up not up not before 10am. All that I loved then was sleep and eat... nothing else mattered... I did not care wat was going around... I was good as long as I was allowed to get up late....and laze around whole day like the world does and doesn't exist as per my wish!
Nothing stops or waits for you... and hence, came to a point where I slept by 11pm and got up by 9am... this is more or less equal to my Phase 1... just that the time zone moved 2hours ahead and I am still as lazy as I was in Phase 2... But I enjoyed this phase... as laziness was on par with everyone else's... so i had company this time... and I made good friends due to this lagging time factor.... And I surely had good times....
Now is the time when I sleep by 1am and get up by 7am... Am i Lazy? no.... rather I cant afford to be... Am i happy? Who can be...!! Am i healthy? sleeping at 1am in the night can never make you feel "so-called-all-fit".... Am i satisfied? I can't comment on this right away... as its in the discovery stage...
In short, I am at that point of time in life... where I am driven by compulsions... forced on to making compromises... struggling to keep up with the fakeness around... On a whole, I am sure I am not what I am.... It has become a race in which I don't want to take part... but I am in it!!!
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5 comments:
last para was deep
Remember Sharmaan Josh's lines from Metro "Mein Koi morning walk karne nahi aaya ho. Yeh Race Hain"
try sleeping early.. it is necessary to have a peace of mind.. but I am not going to lecture you..
I sleep at 3 and wake up at 7
MNCs pay more so that they expect a lot kuch pane ke liye kuch khona bhi padta he.decision is all urs
struggling to keep up with the fakeness around.. !!
Pretty much sums up everything !!
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